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THE PARTY CHRONICALS [22 Aug 2005|03:23pm]
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lifes been sexy.xoxox
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stick that big boy in! [18 Jul 2005|07:47pm]
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best summer ever!! I've been feeling great having fun times with some sexy lush people!Erika finally got out so we been partying with her and kim and some sexy people! I've been having so much fun with Ryan and am going to some acting auditions downtown.We got a sexy new room mate mekeita shes one of my closes friends!learn to love yourself and make sure everybody else is having a fun sexy time love you guys lots! chow!xoxo
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In A Trance [06 Jul 2005|05:42pm]
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Ryan, Kim ,John and I went to view gregg araki's new film mysterious skin at the angelika. We had so much fun we saw it twice it was a really sexy and touching film I loved every minute of it.I fell in love with film maker gregg araki all over again! its soo good not like the shitty mainstream movies that play in those lame big theaters. We went to south beach the other night it was pretty fun but I LOVE club 1415 everyones so nice there .gonna go club hopping later again this week. lifes good! rock it out!!!xoxo
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Where The People Look Good And The Music Is Loud [20 Jun 2005|07:07pm]
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This summer has been so damn good to me!!! Ryans Party was such a sexual nut blast I loved it I had so much fun dancing taking shots singing seeing old friends meeting some of Ryans friends I couldnt stop laughing I had such a great time! I know for A fact I had more fun then Ryan. I had so much fun and I feel really excited and positive about life everthings easy and fun and sexy and my family is really supportive and excited about kim and I's roadtrip to cali we got the hotal and rental car and the plane tickets all set up for sometime around august thanks to Kim so im at an all. My brother Raul and sis Norma have been fun to party with as well never thought we would get so close I love it!!! love you guys party on and have a sexy summer!!!!!!
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Be Cointreaversial [10 Jun 2005|09:48pm]
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Summer has been treating me so well. I see my friends everday and party everynight and no its not getting old in fact bitch I enjoy it more each time. I been writting a lot of lyrics and been working on some scripts and been listing to a lot of electronica.I visited Jimmy and Rylan and Jeremy and Evan the other day there sexy as usual.Its interesting seeing my classmates everywhere I go working there summer jobs. Its kinda funny cause I know ill be joing them soon. But I have to add more money for my cali trip.I'm uber excited about Ryan birthday party i'm throwing him a huge pool party in the colony landing club house and even have secruity set up its gonna be massive. anyways you fuckers should smile more. kisses!
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Screwed [07 Jun 2005|05:15pm]
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That was one fucking great night.Though I didnt take any pix of ally and I's lap dancing contest though kim might have.Damn I was wasted but it was fucking great!This summer is going so fucking great great parties great people im excited for gay pride as well. Ryan and I have been having a blast!! Im really excited about the trip to california with some of the best people I know Ryan and kim! ill be posting kims more professional pix. love you guys have a sexy safe summer!
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When You meet Some One Just To Have A Little Fun [03 Jun 2005|02:58pm]
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Everthings been fun and colorful and sexual and I fucking love it. Ryan and I have been having a blast the apartments so sexy and we have been having some none stop sexy parties.The other day Ryan John Kim and Crackie and I played in the rain it was storming and very sexy kim got really carried away with pooring wax on peoples nipples.Then the other day on mondays party I saw some old friend of mine and shot gun some beers with Jen and Ryan and Paul it was mad fun! people dont party like I do! people should smile more!! love you guys! tonights gonna be a killer!
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Let The Fun Begin [10 May 2005|09:02pm]
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So I directed this play called the final bow at my school about stuck up actors who get hacked up one by one its really sexy you should see it friday the 13th the after party is gonna be a riot im so excited sexy bitchs are gonna rock it out and celabrate it with me.i'll post the wild pix later love ya!
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Now,More and Again [09 May 2005|07:35pm]
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He makes me love my skin.He sees no flaws and makes all the bad go away.I saw what it was like to be happy and laugh again to feel like a care free little boy excited about the future the summer never ending and just jump around and dance in my boxers. No extra editions.Making me like things about me I never thought nobody else could see.My real eyes not hiding under plastic sheets my body me and us being fun care free. Our bodys lay wrapped in eachother.I've made many mistakes more like lessons and I learn from them the more mistakes the better.Ryan was no mistake and maybe if he is then falling for him is best one I ever made. With ever ending is a new beginning.Never limit yourself.
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I love it [06 May 2005|04:38pm]
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woooa Guys Gone Wild have some sexy videos with sexy shlong!those videos dont compare to my weekendz I feel soooo good everthings been a blast schools gonna be over soon (thank god) though im looking forward TO THE FINAL BOW a play im directing with a sexy professional cast may 13 the after partys gonna be insane. Ryan and I have been having a riot! hes the best person in the whole world!and Kim is the best most real girl I know shes not so insecure like most highschool students. be yourself and (dont try to be something your not) and we are looking foward to so cali this summer we are legal and ready for the raw experience Ryan and I know a thing or two about traveling since last summer we ran away together so we know whats up! we are doing a fashion show for erotic caberate next thursday so that should be sexxxy everthing keeps getting better!!!I'm over the drama of you!(you know who you are) hehe kisses love everybodyz!!!!!!!im gonna post more sexy pix of the naughty weekend! and im legal so this should be interesting!
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Xanax Nation [28 Apr 2005|06:08pm]
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I love it! Everthings so damn easy and exciting! I'm directing two plays and the cast are so fun I wrote one called Party Foul about drunk suburban kids how people make big deals over stupid highschool bull shit and relationships im filimg in into a short indi film it has a important message. It'll be preformed may 13 at langham. so My brother got a job at this tattoo place as a tattoo artist at twisted mind which is saucy.aww good times i'm throwing a huge party may 13!!!!! fuck it and suck it!
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FACTORY MADE [22 Apr 2005|04:09pm]
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fuck yea keg weekend whores!!! this weekend is gonna be fucking bust a nut hott!yeeaa keg party tonight!!mucho granda!el keg party! so ill be getting pretty fucked up and fucked to celebrate some nice things in life!!!
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[09 Apr 2005|10:17am]
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another beautiful day...... to deep fry a baby. j/k naw today really is something and nothings gonna stand in my way. my brothers home and hes so much fun and seems like one of the nicest people I ever met. Its nice to be realated to someone like that.

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Cowboy ken with Additional Vodka & Cell Phone [03 Apr 2005|03:54pm]
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On my way to a sexy party with my people dressed up like cowboy ken with additonal vodka and cell phone im pulling up into Rob's driveway stepping out of meth John's car having a fun cute time with my people and I see this boy like pukeing and he's not looking so hott and his friend is trying to help him stand up or rape him I cant really tell the diffrence and im all hey sexy whats going on whats your name? and he's all like "I need a docccatorrrrr" (doctor) im all "really thats cool whats your name?" and his friends like his name is Jacob and im like really me too only im the original I mean you know you gotta rock it out and his little dying friends mumbling something about a hospital and im all like wooa lets go party as we walk away laughing his friend is all like great your just gonna leave and were all "rock it out" bitches so we stumble into the party laughing we mingled with some queerz I said hey to Danny, Irish Kyle,And Shane,then my buddy George introduces me to THE Rob everybody was cute and sweet I met some new people but forget there names in like a minute,then Danny and my people went out to the patio to have a ciggy and I see this cute army boy named Issac I met before he's all crying and bloody because "the palm tree attacked him" so he says I talked to him for like a second to help calm him down from all that crying he claims to be a perfectionist and usually doesnt fight with trees and I tell him the blood looked cosmic and he should just wear it! I run into some old flings and queenz any who were done making our cameo then we set off to hollywood cafe we meet up with Meth John's old pal Jimmy tran ( I know right) who like totally flakes cause I joke around with about my name anywhoo I had fun time scored a free bottle of whisky thanks to slut kiss boy my assisetant. we stop by jack in the crack for drunk munchies the get there shit mixed up we get free shit.the night was fun clean classy slutty fun! love you guys rock it out! to the crew party on! congrats to love college and good sex! Ryan there will never be anyone like you! xoxox
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the best at heart [21 Mar 2005|07:10pm]
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I feel his cold embrace, his sly caress laying on my room for days on end. everthing cold, dark, silvery im scared he'll take me back to the depths of my own twisted desire to a place I am too scared to go, beacuse maybe i'll never escape.I understand why people sometimes want to kill their lovers,eat their lovers,inhale the ashes of there dead lovers.I understand that this is the only way to possess another person with the kind of desperate longing that I have to have inside of me.I've been going out none stop weekdays weekends everthing just a shapeless dream and I love it. john ,kim and I are throwing a club kids party at hotel derrick so that should be saucy. everthings been really sweet. I enjoy your arms wrapped up in me in the morning laying naked together wrestling laughing its nice. I never want it to end I love you.
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you can push a river [13 Mar 2005|02:20pm]
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Yea im here... and I'll put you back together and you'll be ok.. I promise [12 Mar 2005|06:16am]
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Dont Take it back,
The things I gave
Like the taste of my kiss on your lips
I miss that now

I can't try any harder than I do
All the reasons I gave, excuses I made for you
I'm broken in two

All the things We left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
Don't walk away

Touch me now, how I wanna feel something so real
Please remind me,
And take me back
Cause I'm so in love with what we could be
I'm not breathing, I'm suffocating without you
Until you feel it too

When I'm in the dark and all alone
Dreamin' that you'll walk right through my door
It's then I know my heart is whole
There's a million reasons why I cry
Hold my covers tight and close my eyes
Cause I don't wanna be alone

Cause I can't fake
And I can't hate
But it's my heart that's about to break
You're all I need
I'm on my knees
Watch me bleed
Would you listen please

I give in
I breathe out
I want you
There's no doubt

I freak out
I'm left out
Without you
I'm without

I'm crossed out
I'm kicked out
I cry out
I reach out

Don't walk away
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You Grabed My Hand And Made Me See [11 Mar 2005|12:28pm]
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So spring break has been a lot of fun. I've been having a pretty nice relaxing time. The margeritas at the black & white party were pretty damn good.It was good to see certain people I hadnt seen or talk to in a while and I got everthing on tape.aww my mongrol got me a mic so I can do voice overs with the black & white film footage. It does justice thanx to jen! made it very entertaining. I'm gonna try to record some fun lil demos with my new sound equipment I recorded a lil song about skanky bitchs I dont like It made me feel better! lifes pretty niiice so take care everbody and be safe! <33
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Shove it in..Shove it out.. Shove it in!.... [02 Mar 2005|05:24pm]
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So im like eighteen and It feels fucking great!!! Everthing has been really nice!I'm having a year to remember and my boy Ryan has been really great and he's just unbelivabley sweet! and the crew and I have insane fun at school and I'm soo excited about the Black & white madness coming soon! I'm ready to get dirty in my tux! I want everybody to have a good time during spring break! love u cuntz!! <33
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My Soul Runs Free [27 Feb 2005|09:52pm]
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So this weekend was interesting. My party was pretty fun I enjoyed it but I get bored fast so I made everybody come with me to this guy shawns huge ass house and sorta through the party there.It was fun I learned a lot about people and saw some peoples freaky freak sides. "I took it off! took it all off" ha anyways it was nice.I had a lot of fun with Megan and Chris they were entertaining and It was nice just being surrounded with people I love. The best part was seeing Zane butt dance with chris it was really entertaining
and I had fun chillin with everyone at the gas station we had a lil party there 2 it was fun everyone saw alixx pop a squat and the clerk gave people free shit.ooh and emma and ashly total were fighting and I saw emma throw shit at ashly and steven caught his crotch on fire and my parents said they saw some girls making out which I totally missed. all and all Josh and I had a good b- day party though Jen totally got pulled over by some cop
which I take it as good luck I rode home with megan so im like woah! go me!tomarrows my real birthday so that should be fun! but the next day I spent time with my niece amanade we saw cursed and man of the house to really good funny movies I loved cursed cause I love cheesy horror and man of the house was cute and funny I did a lot of thinking and It made me think about how great my boyfriend Ryan is and how lucky I am to have such a great person. friends are kool they come they go we party but well not everyone has a Ryan and I do and All I know is hes gets me! and I love him! this summer is gonna be great! anyways kisses! I love the crew! you know who u are!
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